[He shifts a bit when Danny leans up against him; not as though trying to discourage him or get him to move elsewhere, as that would both be counterproductive and not nearly as intended, but rather just...settling. As true though it may be that it's easier for most to ask for company, Gray has never really been the sort to let himself just spend time with others - there's always a purpose to it, always a point, and that point is never "because we wanted to" or "because we felt like it." Simply being comfortable with another person, wanting to spend time with them because it's just...what they're doing now, it isn't something he's accustomed to; just the same, it isn't something he's in direct opposition to, either, otherwise he wouldn't be here.
This is weird, to put it in far blunter and more inelegant terms, but it's a good kind of weird, maybe. As long as Danny is content with it, he finds that he can be likewise; it's not something to be thought about or quantified in any sort of measure, not for now. It's possible that he'll try to sort through it later, when he's on his own again and isn't currently trying to become accustomed with the way this is going to go as it's happening; it's more likely that he'll consider long enough to decide that it's something to be disregarded until such a time that it becomes impossible to continue doing so, and then he'll have to sort through why that is, and that's likely to be...messy, in a way he doesn't particularly care for.
But for now he hadn't lied to him, because he doesn't deal in untruths - he's meant everything he's said, and that includes the notion that Danny hasn't done anything to displease or disappoint him in needing any of this, and it likewise includes the notion that he'll be here for as long as Danny pleases, at least for the time being.]
[At some point, Danny's phone (still with dried blood on it, whoops) suddenly vibrates on the table indicating that someone is trying to text him, but Danny doesn't react to it at all.
Which, aside from the way he's started breathing in the last few minutes, is one of two signs that Danny appears to have fallen asleep here from where he's leaning up against Gray's side. Like he said before, Gray can take this opportunity to leave if he wants to, or really even do whatever else he wants while in Danny's apartment.
But at least he doesn't sound like he's too much pain at the moment. Guess having Gray around actually did help in having him be able to sleep a little easier.]
[Gray isn't entirely well-versed with medical things - again, this entire circumstance has been a learning experience - but he does know a few things; sleep after major trauma can be a good thing but it can also be the body deciding that it's a lovely time for a coma, and waking someone up every couple of hours is probably likewise a good thing, just to make sure they're responsive.
At least, that's how it works for concussions; he imagines it's much the same for blood loss. Things that can cause the body to go into shock and all that.
So he'll let Danny sleep for a while; as little as he generally cares about invasion of one's living space, he actually holds little interest in going through the apartment while Danny is asleep. Even so, it isn't as though he wasn't brought up knowing how to pass time in silence; at times like this you reflect, and you pray to a god that doesn't exist, and it's been a while since he's done any of that in any sort of earnest - there's still no sincerity behind any prayers he may happen to give, no expectation that anything he offers will be heard, but it's something that's familiar and the words come to mind easily, so for the time being that's what he does. For the world, that it might know purity and faith in god, and that the nonbelievers may be purged in unending fire; for the well-being of all his servants, and the deaths of those who would seek to lead them astray. There's a brief intercession for Danny; there's a somewhat longer one for the means and the ability to destroy the cause of whatever happened to him.
He'll wake Danny up eventually, however, just to see how well he's capable of doing that; he's not trying to straight-up jostle him or anything, but he'll shake him a bit, minding the injury as he does so.]
[Danny, at first, doesn't react to his name being called, but after the shaking he does make a groaning noise.]
--Hmm?
[Normally, being a paranoid person, being awoken by means other than naturally can put him on edge, and sure enough, he quickly brings a hand up to grasp Gray's arm before he winces from the pain of his injury at the sudden movement. It does however cause him to blink a bit more back to awareness and remembers--right, Gray. He had been sitting next to him, so it makes sense for him to be the one waking us up. While he doesn't remove his hand yet, he seems to relax about as much as he can.]
[Danny gives a short nod, leaning his head against the back of the couch as he tries to focus for a moment.]
While I was asleep, did you... notice anything odd? Like how I was breathing, or any twitching...?
[He can use this information to gauge whether or not it's okay to sleep again or if he should stay awake. He can't feel any sign of his wound having reopened from the movement of waking up, so he's pretty sure that can be left alone at the moment.
As for the answer to his question, he probably was breathing uneasily from pain, but nothing indicating that he couldn't breathe while unconscious at least.]
No... no, you don't have to leave unless you want to.
[In fact he's actually glad you stayed instead of leaving while he was asleep, but... what the fuck is admitting an emotion like that without making it sound pathetic or embarrassing.]
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This is weird, to put it in far blunter and more inelegant terms, but it's a good kind of weird, maybe. As long as Danny is content with it, he finds that he can be likewise; it's not something to be thought about or quantified in any sort of measure, not for now. It's possible that he'll try to sort through it later, when he's on his own again and isn't currently trying to become accustomed with the way this is going to go as it's happening; it's more likely that he'll consider long enough to decide that it's something to be disregarded until such a time that it becomes impossible to continue doing so, and then he'll have to sort through why that is, and that's likely to be...messy, in a way he doesn't particularly care for.
But for now he hadn't lied to him, because he doesn't deal in untruths - he's meant everything he's said, and that includes the notion that Danny hasn't done anything to displease or disappoint him in needing any of this, and it likewise includes the notion that he'll be here for as long as Danny pleases, at least for the time being.]
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Which, aside from the way he's started breathing in the last few minutes, is one of two signs that Danny appears to have fallen asleep here from where he's leaning up against Gray's side. Like he said before, Gray can take this opportunity to leave if he wants to, or really even do whatever else he wants while in Danny's apartment.
But at least he doesn't sound like he's too much pain at the moment. Guess having Gray around actually did help in having him be able to sleep a little easier.]
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At least, that's how it works for concussions; he imagines it's much the same for blood loss. Things that can cause the body to go into shock and all that.
So he'll let Danny sleep for a while; as little as he generally cares about invasion of one's living space, he actually holds little interest in going through the apartment while Danny is asleep. Even so, it isn't as though he wasn't brought up knowing how to pass time in silence; at times like this you reflect, and you pray to a god that doesn't exist, and it's been a while since he's done any of that in any sort of earnest - there's still no sincerity behind any prayers he may happen to give, no expectation that anything he offers will be heard, but it's something that's familiar and the words come to mind easily, so for the time being that's what he does. For the world, that it might know purity and faith in god, and that the nonbelievers may be purged in unending fire; for the well-being of all his servants, and the deaths of those who would seek to lead them astray. There's a brief intercession for Danny; there's a somewhat longer one for the means and the ability to destroy the cause of whatever happened to him.
He'll wake Danny up eventually, however, just to see how well he's capable of doing that; he's not trying to straight-up jostle him or anything, but he'll shake him a bit, minding the injury as he does so.]
Danny.
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--Hmm?
[Normally, being a paranoid person, being awoken by means other than naturally can put him on edge, and sure enough, he quickly brings a hand up to grasp Gray's arm before he winces from the pain of his injury at the sudden movement. It does however cause him to blink a bit more back to awareness and remembers--right, Gray. He had been sitting next to him, so it makes sense for him to be the one waking us up. While he doesn't remove his hand yet, he seems to relax about as much as he can.]
What... is it? Did something happen?
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No, it's fine. I found it prudent to make sure you were still responsive; that's all.
[So at least he wanted to verify you weren't going to up and die on him.]
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[Danny gives a short nod, leaning his head against the back of the couch as he tries to focus for a moment.]
While I was asleep, did you... notice anything odd? Like how I was breathing, or any twitching...?
[He can use this information to gauge whether or not it's okay to sleep again or if he should stay awake. He can't feel any sign of his wound having reopened from the movement of waking up, so he's pretty sure that can be left alone at the moment.
As for the answer to his question, he probably was breathing uneasily from pain, but nothing indicating that he couldn't breathe while unconscious at least.]
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[So there's that.
He's quiet for a moment before proceeding; considering, really.]
Would you prefer it if I left?
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[In fact he's actually glad you stayed instead of leaving while he was asleep, but... what the fuck is admitting an emotion like that without making it sound pathetic or embarrassing.]
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There's nothing immediate for me to attend to. It's fine.